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There are moments in my life where my soul loses all colour

I eat just to live, I drink just to live, I exercise to keep my body in shape, it’s all simply to continue living

Nothing feels fulfilling yet amidst such disarray and utter confusion is where I find my strength

Every push has a pull is something my friend and I used to say

Every bad moment has a good moment that follows it

Whenever life loses its flavor and everything is mundane and so devoid of itself, I know good times are coming. I align myself to receive these blessings through allowing myself to dwell in nearly agonizing feelings of loneliness and tastelessness. I haven’t ended my life whenever I go through these times just yet, and although there have been certain moments where I’ve gotten close in the past, those feelings only propel me into even better circumstances in the future, better than I would’ve ever imagined

written on: june 29, 2024 at 12:35 am